10/19 class

Although I missed this class, from what I understand, it was about sharing our "Alphabet Animation's" in their finished state.  And even though the class had seen them the prior week, and even though some letters were shared between students; with the addition of music, these animated bits took on a personality and a life of their own.  It's interesting to me how much more enjoyable they are to watch, and how the viewer gets a real vibe from just sound.  Jake's fun TV theme song, and Sarah's Richard Pryor vocal really changes how I feel about each 26 letters, as a whole.

The rest of the time the class had together was devoted to working on the graphic novel. With the end pages glued in, over our own decorated, hospital cornered cover; the class was all careful to leave just the right amount of space for the binding.  I over corrected, had to slice mine open, and re-bind the book.  And if that wasn't enough, I over-did the gluing, and it ripped the binding again, so I made one last repair.  I wish we had used either the proper book-making materials, or at least some gauze to try to hold the binding together.  But I didn't freak out, or get terribly mad.

I believe all of us as artists, have patience in these sort of situations.  Now on a computer, I wouldn't think this is necessarily true, because when my computer malfunctions in anyway, it takes great discipline for me not to throw it across the room.  But when you're working on a project that's so meticulous, like the tyvex, or for many many hours, the diligence it takes to finish is from the knowing of what the outcome could be.  I think this is what keeps us engaged and makes us persevere.  And I really think that's what sets us apart, and also is a precious quality of a teacher.

Technology

It scares me too.  I thought we were going to come to one of these classes in the past couple of weeks, and learn in the lab how to animate our letters.  I thought this because we went to the lab before, to look at everyone's blog, and I thought when we wrote out the ditto's on what we know how to do, most needed help in this area, especially me.
I have a design background from undergrad in School of Visual Arts.  My Mac computer is from then, 1997, as are my design programs, and I also don't have a modem.  So, my current work is done on one of the four laptop/computers from my husbands' job, where I manage to pick up how to get done what I need to get done.  This includes using free programs like gimp instead of photoshop.
Therefore, these are programs I learned one can use to animate our alphabets.  Kudos to Claire for thinking of doing it in powerpoint, a program I learned on the fly last year to show my thesis.  You're Brilliant!

• slide share-works with music
• flicker
• slide rule
• iphoto>
• imovie(wholeness & pan)>
• quicktime
• audio hyjack
• preview
• acrobat professional
• rapid share (to do with flicker)
• drop box 

And this is how my skilled peers created their presentations.  Music, I think is absolutely necessary.  It would have made watching most of the same letters go by more individual and unique.  Critique leader, note taker, and time keeper were the jobs distributed again to keep the show moving.   Practice makes perfect, the show was more fluent this week then last, a show conducted by the class.

We finished the class with assembling our books.  The wax resistant designed paper became the cover over two heavy cardboard's, spaced out to allow for a binding of an accordion folded paper.  I wanted to learn more intricate bookbinding techniques four years ago, after a quicky demo in art ed undergrad, so I bought a book and taught myself.  But I'm always open to learn a new or easier way to do things.  I felt it was a nice, social experience.

MY DANCING ALPHABET

Presenting...My 4 Letters! L Q F & U!!!

 

This weeks class made me uneasy as well.  We started with a topic of what does an Art Teacher make of a problem student.  One that is creating drawings of sensitive topics that raise concern.  I felt nervous about this, not that it has happened to me, but that I feel I'm not that qualified to make that call.  I would argue along side Aileen, if I was in such a situation, of weather this is a problem student or a problem paper, or a problem of violence, for an example.  It comes down to where do I feel alarm.  I guess I might have the best insight, but it's trudging on thin ice.  I think about accountability and getting sued; I try to make conscience decisions as to not put myself in these kind of situations.  I'm nervous.

And then as if this is a lighter topic, the conversation segues into abandoned wastelands.  We continue with our graphic novel assignment where we are asked to consider the oil spills, our wrecked economy, and collapsed structures.  What haunts me?  

I'm not sure of a story or characters, but I started to think about images of a broken down Paterson.  I felt the need to take photo's and then do important outlines of environments on transparencies.  I also thought I'd want to use metal in my book somehow as a coldness, or as to keep protected/ keep out.  I went for a drive with my husband, clicking photo's of possible scenes.  I normally have no reason to ride through Paterson, but one time in daylight, I and many other cars, saw a man getting beaten.  This left an imprint on me, and my husband, who has seen plenty in his life, told me that he felt nervous driving around the town.  He asked if I was that naive to think we would be fine because the sun was out.  I felt find until he said that.  I don't like feeling nerved up from residual nerves of someone else. 

I Appreciate...

-the idea of teaching children, not training children - and that you teach expectations I found so well thought out.  What a great outlook to have in assisting in developing a young person. 
-the idea of a responsive classroom with an emergent curriculum.  I feel though, this comes easier with experience in teaching, after knowing a group for a while.  I believe this isn't for the new teacher like me.  I would find it necessary to have a plan to work off of, and adjust according to the individual.  Elements of an emergent curriculum are:

• a loose plan of work
• an energy in the room to pursue something
• to solicit responses from the students

and that:

• it doesn't seem appropriate to determine all that's going to be taught before the class assembles
• the more casual it looks, the more conscience it is

-I also love the idea of 'if you tell everything all at once, what is left to discover.'  I really hope I can create this environment for my students.

-the idea of going over sketch books, but it was too much.  I admit, I checked out, I didn't want to hear so much about everybody's.  Maybe an intensive overview for 30 minutes, when people are rushing to get in their thoughts because they are being timed.  Or only doing half the class every other week.  I used part of the time to really enjoy Vitamin 3-D by Phaidon Press.  The sculptures were what I like to do, and what I like to see.  It was really motivating.

-the feeling of being smart.  I don't read much because I've always been a slow reader, coupled with being relaxed by reading, equals someone who takes a while to read two pages, and then falls asleep.  I still haven't finished a book a great friend gave me years ago, but I had read about synesthesia in an Opera Magazine, and had discussed it with him, which intern he gave me the book, Blue Cats and Chartreuse Kittens by Patricia Lynne Duffy.  I was so glad I could contribute to the class in a real academic way, and that I could reference a book, by title, in a conversation.

-the idea of using a wax resistance technique with a white/clear candle.  I had tried to do a self-portrait in oil pastel over a hammock in watercolor.  NOT SUCCESSFUL, you need more then just a waxy material.

-I also desperately felt the need to have an idea of what we would be doing with this creation; I just felt I could make a better choice if I knew more about where it was headed.  I just didn't want to leave the project to chance and then deal it into the projects' focus- is that so wrong?  Hi, I'm Cheryl & I'm a control freak.

-the idea that we are going to work with a theme of an apocalypse.  'Contemporary Ruins' is going to be the theme of a graphic novel we will be making.  Likened to the movie The Road with Cormac McCarthy, we are to think about when everything comes tumbling down, economically, environmentally, the DIY Movement.  After a week of thinking about this, I felt worried and talked about it with my husband multiple times.  Thanks for such a great bedtime story at the end of class Aileen!